| Location | Huddersfield |
| Age | 19 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 08/04/1989 |
| Date of Death | 07/12/2008 |
| Visitors | 7,040 since 12/12/2008 |
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What Lee suffered he told but few,
He never deserved what he went through.
He left us suddenly, his thoughts unknown,
But he left us with a memory we are proud to own
Lee died tradically at home on 7th December 2008 under difficult circumstances. Dearly loved son of Diane & Les, dear brother of Kay, loving uncle of Jack & devoted boyfriend of Danielle.
My good looking Son
Where's the year gone, its slipped away
The hours seem to blur, night into day
They say it gets easier as the months pass by,
why then when he's mentioned, do tears sting my eye's
Such a "Good looking boy", the world at his feet,
places to see, people to meet.
It all got too much, nothing went right,
he couldn't find the strength to stay here and fight.
His sister cried "Why did he go,
didn't he know we loved him so?".
If he could see the grief of his friends,
he wouldn't have wanted his life to end.
But that was his choice when all's said and done,
But oh how I miss "my good looking Son
I was 31 and Kay was 6 when I said βif Iβm not pregnant by the time Iβm 32 Iβm not having anotherβ but little did I know I was already pregnant with Lee. My pregnancy wasnβt easy I think he was playing football day & night, and giving birth, well Lee wasnβt engaged when my waters broke so it was a hard birth. Oh he was so beautiful and worth every minute of it.
Lee was such a good baby, I had to wake him to give him his feeds as he would sleep for 6 hours at a time, I donβt know how but his development came on and he was walking by the time he was 1. Lee started nursery at 3 Β½, he loved going and he never wanted to leave! He had a parker coat at little flat cap and people in the street would stop us and say how beautiful he was, he was a really happy child.
Years went on we were very close, wherever I was so was he. On an evening he would sit in the chair with me having me ticke his arms and legs, this must have gone on until he was about 11 when his Dad told him he was too big now so he stopped sitting with me but he was still always with me.
Lee went to high school, he did not like it, it was so different to junior school but he went. By the time he was 14 he was being bullied by a boy who was making him do things he didnβt want to do. I informed the school and Lee was not the only one. Soon after the boy stabbed someone so he never went back to school. At this time his Dad left us & he didnβt get in touch with Kay & Lee. I thought Lee was alright but he obviously wasnβt. He started getting into trouble and would not go back to school, I suppose I spoilt him trying to compensate for his Dad. Lee hardly ever saw his Dad and at the time I never in a million years thought he would be smoking skunk. Lee had changed & the next 3 years were hell but I stood by him thinking he would come out alright at the other end.
3 weeks before he he did that dreadful deed I moved out and left him in the family home. I couldnβt take anymore of his so-called friends, it was more like their home than mine. He still came to me at work and called me all the time when he wanted something. I hoped that my leaving him would make him be more responsible and make him grow up but how wrong I was. All my life I will blame myself, I didnβt realise that he didnβt want what he was doing and how much hurt and pain he had inside. I used to tell him we would laugh at all this one day, now I feel like I will never laugh again.
My beautiful blue eyed blonde haired boy, he was my world, he filled every day and now Iβm lost. I miss him so much, I would rather have the hell back. He is my soul, my heart, my everything. I just wish he had thought about all the people that love him but it just must have been too much.
At the inquest on the 13th May 2009 the coroner recorded that Lee took his own life, a toxicological report revealed a large amount of cocaine and marujana. The coroner said βThe way life looks through the eyes of a teenager isnβt always how it actually is. Although he could have got help he was obvioulsy overwhelmed by these feelings and unable find his way outβ
I will never blame him for what he did, I love him too much for that. I wish teenagers today would stay clear of drugs, I honestly believe if Lee had not taked them I would still have him today.
On the 17th May 2009 we burried Lee's ashes along with his Grandma who sadly passed away 2 months after Lee, hopefully he has now found peace.
The time has come and now we part,
Thoughts of you so close to my heart
The loss is like a burning pain
I would give it all, to see you again.
But no, your gone, In time I know
The pain will fade away,
The thoughts and memories will still be there,
In my heart you'll always stay.
β₯ β₯ Many Thanks to everyone that lights candles for Lee, it means a lot β₯ β₯
Into another new year without you, its just not right is it.....
I love you with all my heart, Kay xxx
Lee can't wish you happy new year rest in peace darling love always give grandma a big kiss from me think of you every day with the angels now xxxx
Aunty Chris and Uncle Paul xxx
Hello darling well its another new year just another year without you.
I miss you so much think about you all the time your never out of my head every day thinking about what i could have done to change things
because there must have been something, but what differance does it make now it wont bring you back i know but i cant stop myself.
I love you with all my heart and soul goodnight darling
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3 Years on...
Tomorrow it will be 3 years since our world was turned upside down and our hearts broken....
I still find it hard to accept your gone forever, and that we will never see you again...I just wish there was something we could have done....you are in my thoughts everyday and always will be. It still hurts so much Lee.
Miss you & Love you with all my heart xxxx
The tears in my eyes I can wipe away,
The ache in my heart will always stay.
Thinking of you lots lately.....and missing you even more xxx
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Tribute For Week Commencing 5th September 2011
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FOR MONDAY
β€ Our thoughts are ever with you
β€ Though you have passed away.
β€ And those who loved you dearly
β€ Are thinking of you today.
FOR TUESDAY
β€ Everyday in some small way
β€ Memories of you come our way.
β€ Though absent, you are always near
β€ Still missed, loved and always dear.
FOR WEDNESDAY
β€ No farewell words were spoken,
β€ No time to say goodbye,
β€ You were gone before we knew it,
β€ And only God can tell us why.
FOR THURSDAY
β€ We can't have old days back
β€ When we were all together.
β€ But secret tears and loving thoughts
β€ Will be with us forever.
FOR FRIDAY
Though Your Smile Is Gone Forever
Though your smile is gone forever,
And your hand we cannot touch,
Still we have so many memories,
Of the ones we loved so much.
Your memory is our keepsake,
With which we'll never part,
God has you in His keeping,
We have you in our hearts.
It’s so strange that those we need
And those we love the best,
Are just the ones God called away
And took them home to rest,
But every time I think of you,
I seem to hear God say,
Have faith and trust my promise
You’ll meet again some day.
ANON
FOR SATURDAY
Good Bye
I know my time has ended,
Its time for me to leave.
I want you all to know,
You mean so much to me.
Why I had to go,
Was a mystery to me.
All I heard was God,
Saying “ Please come home to me.”
So I left my friends and family,
I didn’t say goodbye.
All I got to see,
Were the tears in their eyes.
But as I saw them crying,
I asked them not to grieve.
Knowing how much we care,
That our love will never cease.
You can look up at the sky,
And look over to the sea.
When you feel that gentle breeze,
You always think of me.
ANON
FOR SUNDAY
If I Had One Last Day
If I had one last day
To tell you what's inside
I'd tell you that I'm sorry
For all the times I've lied
I'd tell you that I need you
To hold my hand today
I'd tell you that I love you
I'd ask you, please, to stay
You'd look at me and smile
The way you always would
And say "I'd love to stay,
If only I really could"
Then you'd laugh the way you did
Whenever I was blue
You'd wipe my tears and whisper softly,
"Don't cry, I love you too"
If I had one last day
I'd love you from the start
I'd stop hiding how I feel
I'd say what's in my heart
If I had one last day,
I'd say my last good-bye
And that even though you are far away,
In my heart, you'll never die.
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If only....
I saw someone yesterday who looked a lot like you...if only it were you...we all miss you so much.
Love you xxx
Sweet Dreams
Sweet dreams are all I have of you, they're all you left behind,
Those cherished, lovely memories, never again to find.
On earth you were so wonderful, no child could I compare
To all the love you gave to me, you were so meek, so rare.
Sweet dreams they keep me going through the long and lonely night,
How I wish that I could hug you here and squeeze you oh so tight.
If I could walk to Heaven dear, to see you every day,
Just know I'd never want to leave, I know I'd long to stay.
We parted here on earth my child, but God's will shall be done,
Then dreams will be reality for once more we'll be one.
I love you for eternity, forever and some more,
Because you were the sweetest child, the kindest and most pure.
If Heaven's full of Angels, like you were here on earth,
I thank the Lord for lending you, for giving me your birth,
One day my child I'll see you there, so please look out for me,
You'll see my smile so wide before you see my spirit free.
God takes the sweetest Angels first, this we know is true,
For He came here and looked around, my darling, He chose you!
βΈ Dawn Glenton 2002
Another year
My darling
Just another year to miss your voice and your laughter
Just another year to not see you smile
Just another year i cant kiss and touch you
Just another year of pain and sorrow without you here
Loving you always your heartbroken mum xxx
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